i've been searching for someone that i can love that loves me..loves me for the one that i am

i've been reaching for a hand that understands
i've been searching for a heart that needs a heart like mine
someone to hold me when i'm lonely
someone to give my whole world to

i juz love the lyrics. so nice. hmmm. kinda went into depression juz now after pw.. felt like crying so badly suddenly cuz i felt so empty. den i walk out of sch alone...walk to cck station alone... was super sad. called crystal...was thinking of going for the interview since i got nth to do.. but she's already at home.. den i think nvm lo. anyway i think i gonna start work on the weekend after OP. ok OP is stressing me out realli badly. cuz i cannot role play. but anyhow..i will try to adapt. tml is gm...i DON'T look forward to it. haiz... it's the empty feeling again.. i hate that. wan my life back.